Scratch my upfront attitude cause all it is is a front. A little wall to put up so it'll can block me from what I'm really trying to say ...
I do, I want a partner to hike up a damn mountain with and just soak up lifes natural beauties, I want a phone call or text msg late at night with nothing but pointless, sweet, corny, bullshit to say. I want a reason to be mad especially for my jealousy, I want an arugument that gets me crying and him knocking on my door a couple minutes later telling me he's sorry he did me so wrong. I want to laugh at all his stupidness and cry cause he gets my mind in such a damn knot, I want to know that right away theres an imediate someone who I know will make me feel better and if not, at least sit and hold me and just LISTEN. I want someone who can just think ON HIS OWN about what to do and not bail out on me for his boys last minute. I want someone to count on, someone who I can walk down the street with and just know that he has me, and not my back but instead one step infront of me so he can stop me from falling even before I even knew what was up.
I just want the perfect guy, maybe that's why nothing will ever be enough. Ha, and even when it does come around he dosent even realize it.
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