music to my soul

Un-thinkable

Moment of honesty...
Someone's gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now

You ready?

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
It's becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy ?
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

I know you once said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when it's meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually?
If we gon' do something 'bout it
We should do it right now

Bay, uh

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
It's what we make it

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready
If you ask me I'm ready

Yeah, sing...

Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I came prepared
I'm suspended in the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us look crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm sayin'
If you ask me I'm ready

In love with a stranger

I'm so excited to show you how loved you are, how wanted and needed you are. You're already my everything, my absolute reason for living life. Funny thing about it is I haven't even met you yet but I never felt so in love my entire life.

32 days

This I swear

I swear this will be the last disappointment I'll bring your way, my last failure, my last hurt to you. Without a doubt this is my LAST. After the pain I'm giving it my all, this .. this is my life now, my reason, my every strength and weakness. This is the change you've asked for. I know it may not in the best way possible but this is it. This is me ready to be the person I failed to be for so long.

I know I can never make you proud so that's why it's my mission to do it for her even if I have to die trying. I will show her a love that you never gave me, one that never abandoned, never physically hurt, you could ever stop believing in, one without these high standards to live up to, one that never gets put aside or forgotten, one that will NEVER fail. I will love her, cherish her, and be there for her. Everyday I will give her everything I have and nothing less.

37 days <3 x3