Truth hurts.

Scratch my upfront attitude cause all it is is a front. A little wall to put up so it'll can block me from what I'm really trying to say ...
I do, I want a partner to hike up a damn mountain with and just soak up lifes natural beauties, I want a phone call or text msg late at night with nothing but pointless, sweet, corny, bullshit to say. I want a reason to be mad especially for my jealousy, I want an arugument that gets me crying and him knocking on my door a couple minutes later telling me he's sorry he did me so wrong. I want to laugh at all his stupidness and cry cause he gets my mind in such a damn knot, I want to know that right away theres an imediate someone who I know will make me feel better and if not, at least sit and hold me and just LISTEN. I want someone who can just think ON HIS OWN about what to do and not bail out on me for his boys last minute. I want someone to count on, someone who I can walk down the street with and just know that he has me, and not my back but instead one step infront of me so he can stop me from falling even before I even knew what was up.

I just want the perfect guy, maybe that's why nothing will ever be enough. Ha, and even when it does come around he dosent even realize it.

Lazy - Letoya

I'm too tired and too lazy to do this same dang thing over and over again, I can alreayd fortell the end... I'm left sitting there crying tryna figure out what the hell I did wrong.
None of that shit again, I'm too LAZY.
lazy for the broken promises and the broken heart that I gotta keep mending time and time again.

unfaithful - rihanna

I don't want to be the reason for your tears, so I need to let it go before I dig a hole too deep. I want to, better yet I need to get over my past before can even think about a present. Sorry if I made it seem like I played with your head and your heart, please know it was not nor ever my intention.

I'm sorry boy please believe that all I wanted was to see you smile, but I can't be the reason for it that I'm sure.

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Mr. So hard to get...

I thought that maybe even in the smallest way I still had a chance, a chance to redo what we did and make it better. I thought maybe we could even re-introduce one another and see how right we really are. I thought too much at one time, what I didn't think about was how I let myself fall so deep, so damn fast and all you did was just forget I even happened.

Oh boy, I've never felt so used. Yet I still can't stop feeling the way I do.