I'm falling out flat, trying to run from the one thing I'm scared of most... Losing me. I can't keep putting on this front like I know what's up everyday, I can't keep being confident and acting like I'm some sort of top notch shit, I can't keep living this lie. I'm slowly falling out, out of being myself and lets be honest ... the other night you told me "I dont even know who you are when your with your girls, to me you're someone completely different ". Truth is, I'm not myself when I'm with you so what happened. I thought I'd always know what was up, I thought I could always keep my head up and look towards the positive, but I guess I was wrong so wrong.
So now what, what do I do when it all falls down? Do I keep pushing even when I know it might already be too late, or do I give in and let the world take over me. I dont want to be lost anymore I wish life could just send me a letter telling me how to fix this.
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